Friday, February 11, 2005
lol more den a month din update
lets see..
wad's new..
new year,new class,new friends,new subjects..
3H..
very fun class..
budden got this particular girl getting on my nerves..
wait..
she is getting on everybody's nerve..
hmm..
i lost a dear friend..
on chinese new yr eve..
haiz..
miss him so much..
stupid doctor go put him to sleep..
i cried myself to sleep everynight since..
haiz..
gonna miss him..
i shall not keep pets when i get married..
no matter how much i love them..
well
so much for a new yr eh?
okie..
shall talk abt 3H..
hmm..
mi,xinyi,gracie and wanying always concluding which ba gua nice to eat
[hope u catch wad that means]
hee..
den our maths teacher, ms shim so nice..
homework no need next day hand in
but it piles up de..
ahh well..
so many ups and down last yr..
hopefully this yr will be a better year..
i hope..
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@ 6:31 AM
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dAtt.oNlii.u.aNdd.i.cOuLdd.gO)].
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
ookkiee..
depression is definitely sinking into me..
i hate that
i cant get happy..
i cant smile..
although i did it from 8.30 to 10 plus today to sooo many parents
thanks to e sec 1 registration..
ahh well..
my sister is coming peicai..
am i suppose to be happy or wad..?
bleahx
oh ya..
this is my new year resolutions..
`i shall not be emotional in front of anybody as and when..
`i shall not be so blind as to let pple bully mi ard..
`i shall not bitch
`i shall put my 100% in everything i do
`i shall not scold pple so much
`i shall be a good girl so that my parents can be proud of me
`I WILL NOT CRY
rubbish
as if i will do all this..
hahhaha
i shall try my very best
santa can u hear me..
i've been so good this year..
all i want is one thing..
tell me my true love is here..
he is all i want..
underneath my christmas tree..
i'll be waiting here..
santa thats my only wish this year..
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@ 9:24 PM
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dAtt.oNlii.u.aNdd.i.cOuLdd.gO)].
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Saturday, November 27, 2004
gosh..
have not been blogging..
e council took up my time..
had rehearsals..
stuff like dat..
guess wad..
im wearing a gown to school!
to all who saw me:
thanks for ur *ahem* wolf whistles and ur compliments..
anyway..
e farewell party is finally over!
not really happy..
cos my seniors are graduating le..
pple like clarence and tony..
my two big bro who has been dere for mi..
okie..
life..
i dunnoe..
im not really keen on anything..
anyway.
people!!
here is my xmas wishlist okay...?
*grins*
ipod mini..
firefly necklace..
pre-paid card..
world peace..
love everlasting..
lol
im sounding like a bimbo right?
shall stop here for now..
goin to genting from e 1st to fourth...
will be missing sg idol..
anybody care to sms e results?
go sly!!!
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@ 5:43 AM
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dAtt.oNlii.u.aNdd.i.cOuLdd.gO)].
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Thursday, November 11, 2004
im getting tired..
of everything
of me
of him
of her
of school..
that day in front of kenneth nearly use penknife to cut myself..
im doing stupid things..
again and again..
is it worth it?
i really dunnoe..
jeanie says im too soft-hearted..
im always giving chances...
i really dunno...
argg...
i dunnoe wad to do..
am i suppose to be the one
hurt
lost
suffering??
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@ 5:05 AM
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dAtt.oNlii.u.aNdd.i.cOuLdd.gO)].
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Saturday, November 06, 2004
time check..
12.40 am ,
7th november....
cant sleep..
pple at my hse..
drinking wine..
smoking..
making so mnuch noise..
ah well..
my dad's fren..
wad can i do?
yeah...
got into 3h....
bio!!
same class as wanying...
budden..
she is there..
wtf..
gonna perform for sc farewell..
so damn excited..
clarence:
oie cannot tell u anything..
if nt wun be a surprise right?
anyway..
u have ur ways and means to noe de mah...
gonna go 5566 autograph session later on at 6am..
shall not sleep until den..
wahhaha....
shall stop here for now..
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@ 8:40 AM
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dAtt.oNlii.u.aNdd.i.cOuLdd.gO)].
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Wednesday, November 03, 2004
so many things...
so little time...
ah well..
life sux..
i dunnoe wad to do..
think depression sinking again..
school holidays are here..
training starting..
goin on a holiday..
getting back streaming results..
erm..
dental appointment..
sc video
sc gift
sc farwell..
dunnoe lah..
i hate life..
bleahx
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@ 1:00 AM
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dAtt.oNlii.u.aNdd.i.cOuLdd.gO)].
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Monday, October 18, 2004
wad am i suppose to say?
exams are over..
100% lazing around..
watch mars..
zaizai and da s act de..
gosh..
nice okay..
i watch it twice within a period of two days..
tml i shall watch the whole damn series again..
so romantic k the show..
ahh well...
mi and my romantic fantasies again..
must face up to reality..
its jus a tv show...
budden can help it..
really so damn romantic lah!
saw this necklace that day..
remarkably nice
and expensive..
it was the Jewelfest thingy..
the necklace is sooo damn nice..
ruby frosted dragonfly..
wanted it so so so so much..
budden..
expensive..
so damn..
cant help it lah..
ruby de..
ah well..
its jus a want right?
ahh well
ahh well
forget it..
patched things up with shaun finally..
den dat day patch with leong..
am i having a change of heart already?
guess its always good to forgive and forget
she's gone
dunnoe wad happen to us..
is that suppose to be a silent ending to our friendship?
or mayb it was u all along..
the one who gave me the letter....
guess my exam period din turn out that well for me..
mdm eng counselled me..
i was complained by my peers to ms kodi that i always use vulgarities...
which i did not..
im not even talking to them..
why are they doin this to me..
ahh well..
a bimbo like me will
never understand
what life is like..
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@ 10:29 PM
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dAtt.oNlii.u.aNdd.i.cOuLdd.gO)].
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